#3

i wanna scream,cry,bang my head on the wall and go straight into coma. 

i wanna be able to tell you things that i can't tell anyone else.

i wanna be the one that you can go to when you are in doubts.

i wanna be the one that you can trust to keep your secrets.

i wanna be the one that you can run to and cry to.

i wanna be the one that you can love so much.

but i don't wanna wish for that no more. its time for me to pack my bags and leave.we hardly talk. we hardly make an effort to talk to each other. you are through so am i. i'm sorry for not keeping the promise but promises are meant to be broken so don't hope to much from me. you were the one that i could trust but i just can't anymore after those months of broken promises and empty words. 

i'm done of hearing everything and explanations. i don't love you anymore. i love myself and i guess i love me more than you. i'm leaving you for me. don't waste your efforts by searching any deeper why. it's just that i want to end it now. and never look back and regret. neither should you. life goes on. it's not worth wasting it for another being. i'm sorry. i'm just not good with goodbye's.

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jenong

#2

i'm in a happy mood.

lol. i'm bored. 

i'm going to bang my head against the wall.

i'm going to sleep.

i'm going to eat.

i'm going to talk.

i'm going to play.

i'm going to shop.

i'm gonna keel roaches.

i'm gonna keel nyamuk.

i'm gonna keel the kutu.

i'm gonna keel the rats.

i'm gonna sing.

i'm gonna jump.

i'm gonna stop.

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jenong

#1

posts all deleted. again

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jenong